Tuesday, July 31, 2007

pingin cerita aja...


heiiyaa... ^o^
bener2 hari yang menyenangkan... hahahaha... serasa dunia milik berdua.. *halah2.. :p
eh,, ngga juga siiy... td niy barusan pergi ma Uny,, kita niy da sobatan mulai SMA klas 1.. mulai jaman g enak lah pkoknya.. :D ud kaya soulmate aja... she always know what i want, what i'm feeling... and so do I.. sering kita niy tiba2 lama g smsan,,trus tiba2 aku sms dy, eh trnyata dy jg lagi sms aku.. hohO.. ud nyambung aj gituu.. :p
hmm,, kita sama2 ambil Psikologi,, tp dy kuliahnya d Jkt.. tp sejak TK smpe SMA dy d Sby.. skrg siy tiap liburan smester slalu ksini... soalnya temen2 jg banyak yg dsini... gituu... :)
yah,, td pagi2.. begitu aku melek lgsg telp dy,, yg ternyata jg baru bangun.. hehe.. trus aku inget kalo aku harus nukerin DVD yg g bs dputer yg beli hari minggu di GM... soalnya cm bs dituker max. 2 hr kata mbaknyaa.. yasuuw... akhirnya janjian jm 11 dy krumahku... sampe dGM, kan lewat tmpat potobox tuu,,nah.. spontan aj dy blg, "eh,ki.. poto yuk.." dasar akunya jg banci poto.. "hayuukkk ajaaa..." :D itutuh bner2 potobox prtama kita yg cm b2.. yg lain ada jg sih,, tp sama temen2 yg lain, wiena sm nep2...
pas abis poto2 tuh.. iseng2 ngliatin fotobox org2 yg ditempelin... naahh.. g sngaja, nemu fotonya si H, si B, si I, dan si R.. fotobox bareng ber 4, mesraa lagiii... langsung tuh rasanya dunia kaya kebalik.. *hhhhhhh....*
yah walopun aku tau kl itu foto jaman jebott dan g mungkin kl mereka fotonya baru2 ini.. tp tetep aja rasanya "mak jeebbbbb....."
ngpain jugaaa mrk majang2 gituan?? g penting.. >,<
tp knp yaa,,rasa "mak jeebbb..." itu masi adaa aja... g penting juga ih.... Xp
haduh2... apa sih iniii... smua2 yg aku kuatirin banyak yg kejadian... huhuhuhuh.... *yah, walopun baru ketauan pas ud basi sih..* :p
sudah2,, yg pnting smuanya ud lewat kan?? :)
he lives in his own life, i live mine...
that's all.. no regret, no hard feeling... :)

Over My Head

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my headI'm in over...
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Monday, July 30, 2007

dying.

haduuhh..
g ngerti mw nulis apaa... >,<
hwaaa...
bahaya,, bahaya...
^~^'

*menggila mode on.. Xp

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

^___^

it was really good to know you're fine after that accident... :)

Monday, July 23, 2007

my holidays activities.

05.00 bangun pagi trus ngpa2in.. yah,, biasa ritual pagi..
06.00 baca koran, beres2 kamar..
07.00 nemenin mbah ntn tipi
07.30 ntn baby looney toons di cartoon network *smbil sarapan jg sih..
08.30 slsai ntn tipi,, nyalain laptop, mandi..
09.00 mulai duduk ddpn laptop, online...
12.00-15.00 slsai online.. ntn tipi... makan siang..
15.00-17.00 tidur *kalo bs... kalo g bs yah, main PS..
17.00-19.30 mandi,, kumpul2 sm bapak ibu,,smbl main PS *lagii....
19.00-.... online *lagiii... smpe ngantuk.. baru tidur..


**in case, g ada yg ajak prgi ato g ada job nganter2... ^^'

Friday, July 20, 2007


Penyihir, tolong aku..

Carikan bulan

Terbuat dari kerinduan

Potonglah tipis,

Dan gantungkan tinggi-tinggi

Di atas rumah kekasihku,

Agar tampak olehnya

Saat dia tengadah,

Biar dia mendesah rindu untukku

Seperti aku mendesah rindu untuknya

Ada bulan ataupun tiada...


Christopher Carrion

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

hari pertama liburan..

wawawawaw...
hari prtama liburan semesteran niiy... ^_^
rasanya aneh seharian dirumah terus2an... hohO... *nggaya kamu,, asline seneng ae..* :D
iyasiih... seneng kalo ada temen yang bisa diajakin main,, ato ngapa2in gitu... :p harusnya sih menyenangkan... tapi knapa yaa,, rasanya ada yg kuraang aj.. (",)?
banguun,,pagi2,, ke sekolah, ke kampus, ke kantor kita pergi.. *jinglenya acara paginya Arie Dagienk sm Desta di Prambors..* lagu itu ud g brlaku lagi bwt aku... hahaha... :D
yah.. gini ini... baru hari pertama,, kemaruk.. :p
pagi2 dah rajin ngebersiin akuariumnya si kurakura... ngjemur kurakura,, smpe tempurungnya kering.. main PS, online, utak atik blog, chatting,, dan tiba2 terbersit ide bikin kue.. :D hehe... iyah,, ud lama juga g pegang loyang *halah..* jadinya lgsung nyari resep apa yg gampang dan bahannya ada dirumah.... setelah melalui berbagai pertimbangan,,akhirnya terpilihlah "Cheese Cake" buat jadi resep uji cobaku.. ^^v *bosen coklat terus.. :p
abis mandi,, langsung brkt ke pasar Pucang,,naik motor.. *padahal SIM C-ku da mati dari jaman kapan* modal nekat aj.. :D bli yg kurang2,, trus pulang... :)
sampe rumah,, trnyata mbak-mbak asisten ibuku masi masak2.. y ud,, sambil nunggu mrk selesai, akhrnya oL (lagiii...) :p
abis mbak2 selesai masaak,, mulailah aku bikin.... hmm.. gampang sih,, tinggal masuk2in aj.. diaduk2 pake mixer.. masukin oven,, beres.. :D
di resepnya sih di tulis "panggang selama 25 menit." tapiiii... niy ud 35 menit gitu dan g ada tanda2 gosong... hmm,, something's wrong niy,, dan bener... trnyata api kompornya kekecilaann... hyaaa.... ^~^ y ud,, abis digedein kue2 itu dpt injury time.. hehehe....
ditunggu lagi 15 mnt...
stelah dibuka... voila! baguuuss... mengembang dengan sempurna.. hahaha.. ^^v
kue itu harus didiemin dlu bentar bwt ngilangin uap panasnya kalo mw dikasi topping... naahh... disinilah letak sakit atinya... kuenya ambless.... huhuhuhuhu.... :'( jadii cm tinggal separuh aj tingginya.. hikss... aku g tau tuh knapa... kata ibuku sih gara2 apinya td kekecilan trus digedein,, jd panasnya g stabil.... :'(
huff... gpp weis,, namanya jg percobaan...
tapii,,,kabar gembiranyaa.. rasanya mantab.. :D
gpp,, yg penting rasa,, penampilan nomer dua.. :p *menghibur diri..*
niy,, buat kalian smua...
tapiii.... gambarnya aja yaa... :D *piss..

Monday, July 16, 2007

.kurakurakurakuraku.


hari minggu yang cerah..

pagi2 anggi dateng kerumah,, bawa kresek merah besaarr... 
"ki,, dikasi mamaku,, ada slametan..", kata anggi.. hohoho... *pagi2 da dpet rejeki.. :D 
"oh,, iya giie.. makasih yaa.." 
anggi lgsg pergi gitu aj,, pake senyam senyum penuh arti... 

pas nyampe dlm rumah,, aku liat kreseknya,, di dalemnya kok ad yg gerak2.. idup gitu.. :o
lgsung aku bukaa.. dan kamu tauu... isinya kura2 brasil,, 2 ekor.. *yay!* 
setelah lama aku pengen hal2 yg berbau kura2 (bantal mobil, gantungan kunci *udah dpt, kotak tapiii,,bentuknya kaya tahu, katanya.. :D*) akhirnyaa,, temn2ku ngasih.. bwt kado ultah jaman jebot itu.. hahaha... makasiy ya, temaann... *hug* ^^
tapii.. itu kura2nya blum ada namanyaa.... bingung mw kasih nama apa... *any idea, pliis??*

kata cece, itu satu cewe, satu cowo.. yg cewe itu yg lbih agresif, yg cowo lbih cool...*wew, kaya apa ajaa.. :D*
iya emg.. stelah tak perhatiin, yg satu tuh sembunyiii aj dibawah jembatan,, yg satunya berenang2, makan2 apa ajaa... untungnya temen2ku pengertian,, ngasih skalian makanannya.. :D 
tapi aku jg kasih kubis, sayur2an gitu kalo mbak2 lg masak sayur,, aku cemplungin aj,, biarin dy makan2 sndr.. :p
kata cece jugaa,, *crtanya dy nih yg ahli masalah per-kurakura-an*,, mereka harus dijemur di bawah sinar matahari langsung, biar tempurungnya g jamuran... tapi aku g tau brp lama dan brp hari skali.. ntr aku tanya lagi.. kan ksian jg mereka di"sunbathing"in tp mrkanya kepanasan... ^^'
trus,, airnya tuh trnyata yg aku kasih kedikitan,, harusnya smpe stengah tangga jembatannya gt,, tp aku cm kasih seuprit, cm bwt kecek2 *apasih?* hehehe.. y ud,, aku tambahin,, dan trnyata beneerr.. mrka bs brenang2 gituu.. *yg cewe siy,, yg cowo tetep cool..* hehehe...
oyah,, yg cowo g mw makan juga.. g tau,, apa dy ga suka, apa dy stres gitu, aku g tau jg... tapi paling dy klo laper makan2 sndr... *paling aku aj yg g tau pas dy lg makan..* ato dy puasa?? :D

bgitulaah...
dari kmren aku kl nganggur ngliatin kurakuraaa trus... smpe ibuku tuh yg risih sndr ngliatin aku ngliat kura2...
ibu: "udah mbaakkk,, kura2nya ojo diumek2 aee..."
aku: "nggak kok, bu,, cm ngliatin.." *tanganku pegang2 tempurungnya*
Ibu: "itu apaa kalo g diumek2?!"
aku: "hehee.." :D

aku: *tetep megang2 kurakura, main2in,, naik2in ke jembatan*
ibu: "mbak2,, sakno lho kura2nya.. masa cm bs muter2 disituu aj.. dilepas aj weis di kali sbelah,, suruh pak Mo sana lhoh.. " (pak Mo itu asisten ibuku (baca:pembantu))
aku: "lhoh??ya malah mati, buu...ntr dmakan ikan, gmn?? kan malah kasiaann..."
aswin *ngbelain*: "iya ibu ini... ntr kena sampah2 malah matii.. ud ditaruh situ ajaa.."
ibu: *diem*
mbah *ikut2 juga*: "mbak,, ditaruh akuarium ajaa kura2nyaa..." *gubrakk* 
aku:*mikir* akuarium kan g ada tempat berjemur,,lgian niy kurakura kayaknya bukan hewan yg selalu di air...
aswin:"ga bisa, mbah.. ntr mati g dpt udara..."
mbah:*manggut-manggut*
aku:*manggut-manggut juga*

bukannya ibuku g setuju aku pelihara kurakura.. tapi kayaknya ibuku g tega aj ngliatin mrk, cm berenang disitu2 aja... g ada temennya,, cm brdua aj,.. yah,,ntr klo ada duit, beli lagi.. *ato ada yg mw ngasih lagi??* hahaha.. :D

anyweeiii....
makasi ya,, temen2kuu...
yg ud ngasih kurakura... *anggi, cece, ayuk, elia, ika*
niy bakalan aku rawat kura2nya,,smpe ntr jd gedhe,, trus mereka kawin trus punya anak.. :D *bisa kan?*

Saturday, July 14, 2007

confused, heh?

i wish you were Matt Parkman...

i'll let my thought read by you...

Thursday, July 12, 2007

why does it always rain on me?

I cant sleep tonight
Everybody saying everythings alright
Still I cant close my eyes
Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone? 
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me? 
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? 
Why does it always rain on me? 
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning

I cant stand myself
Im being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else

Sunny days
Where have you gone? 
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me? 
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? 
Why does it always rain on me? 
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go? 
And why is it raining so? 
Its so cold

I cant sleep tonight
Everybody saying everythings alright
Still I cant close my eyes
Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone? 
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me? 
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? 
Why does it always rain on me? 
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go? 
And why is it raining so? 
Its so cold
Why does it always rain on me? 
Why does it always rain...

Monday, July 09, 2007

because she said so.

wew..
film yang ngena buat aku... :|
secara ya,,minggu2 trakhir ini sering bertengkar sm ortu, terutama sama ibu,, yang kayaknya emg aku rasa2in ud mulai suka ikut campur urusanku... 

oh,,come on.. this is my own life.. *sigh*

emg siy,,ud beberapa org yg aku curhatin, dan smua tanggepannya sama, "ud,,sabar aj..namanya ortu pasti kuatir sama anaknya.." 

hohoO.. i'm 20 now... and i'm sick each time you call me when i'm late to go home, mom... i can take care of myself... don't you worry about me... just trust me...
*itu yang aku pengen bilang ke ibu.. tapi kalo aku bilang, resikonya adalah ibu pasti jelas2 g merasa dihargai sebagai ortu... wew.. menggila...

niy gara2 aku yg ngrasa ud mulai gede dan g mau diatur2 lagi, ato emg ibuku yg kadar ngaturnya ud kelewatan?!

aku sabar aja de...  -_-'
bersyukur masi diperhatiin.... *exhale.. inhale...*

Sunday, July 08, 2007

baru pulang..

iyaa,,
saya baru pulang dari Tretes.. *lho,kok?! 
heee... :D belum liburan ud liburan duluan niy ceritanya.. ^^v 
jadii..ginii....

hari jumat, 
ditinggal pergi... :(
huff... y ud,,ngrjain PD2 di kampus sm anggi sama epi.. abis tu pulang jam 3an,,lgsg pulang krumah, tepar..da lama g tidur siang kaan.. bangun2 ud magrib.. wew.. malemnyaa,,makan2 sama adek2 d Pizza Hut.. pulang...mw tidurr.. kok g ada sms yaa.. huhuh.. *marmos..

hari sabtu,
pagi2..di bangunin.. nganterin mbah ke Kantor Pos Besar, ngambil pensiun kan.. sama ibu..eh,,tiba2 ibu nyletuk, "Ke Batu enak ya ini...", "hayuukk!!", kata aku.. dann,,saking antusiasnya aku,,sampe nyasaarr.. hehehehe,, *ud g konsen nyetir gituu,. :D
sampe rumaah,,lgsg telp hotel eh tapi ternyata hotel2 Batu pada full booked smuaa.. :o  
y ud,,akhirnya.. Tretes lagii,,Tretes lagi... secara yaa, tiap lebaran, aku skeluarga ngungsinya di Tretes gituu..wew.. *bosaann..
tapi, y ud,,brangkatlah kita ke Tretes, pake 2 mobil..aku sama aswin di mobil omku,guyon aja spanjang jalan..g sempet tidur..nyampe tretes ud jam 5 sore,,aku kalah start, adek2 spupu ud pada renang,aku ditinggaal.. :( *daan,sampe detik itu g ada sms masuk sama skali di hapeku.. g ngenes gmn?!* :(
akhirnya,,abis bersi2, makan malem.. *hape bunyi. Yay!* ya suuw,,smsan dlu.. :D 
jam 8 malem..karena dpt voucher karaokean dari hotelnya, jadilah brangkat karaoke,,nyanyi2 menggila..mulai yg mellow2,,sampe yg bangsanya SMS, kucing garong.. hehehe..menggila tuh tante2 sama ibuku juga.. ;)) jam 10 udahan karaokenya, then we're all sleep.. (-_-)

hari mingguuu...
bangun stg 6 pagi,,langsung nyebur kolam..hahaha..wew..menggila dingin gituu.. hehehe..
brenang smpe jam 8,,lumayan bikin badan jd belang.. ^^"
rencana pulang hari itu,,jam 1an kita check out, trus lgsg pulang..nympe Sby lagi jam 3an.. wew..
capekk.. U.U
istirahat bentar,,dan malemnya pergi k TP..pfiiuhh... capekk..bener2 capekk.. -_-"
pulang,,nyampe rumah stg 10an,,lgsg ol deh.. :D

humm.. 
anywaayy.. 
welcome home.. >:D<

Friday, July 06, 2007

Strange and Beautiful

niy lagu lucu,,
cinta ditolak, dukun bertindak.. :D
check this out..


I've been watching your world from a far, 
I've been trying to be where you are, 
And I've been secretly falling apart, 
I'll see. 
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful, 
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, 
You turn every head but you don't see me. 

I'll put a spell on you, 
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you. 
And when I wake you, 
I'll be the first thing you see, 
And you'll realise that you love me. 

Yeah... 
Yeah... 

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first, 
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes, 
And I know, the waiting is all you can do, 
Sometimes... 

I'll put a spell on you, 
You'll fall asleep, 
I'll put a spell on you, 
And when I wake you, 
I'll be the first thing you see, 
And you'll realise that you love me. 

I'll put a spell on you, 
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you, 
And when I wake you, 
I'll be the first thing you see, 
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah... 

yeah... 
yeah... 
yeah... 
yeah...



by Aqualung - OST. Smallville