Friday, August 31, 2007

ga ngantuk.

malem2,, ga bisa tidur.. abis ntn Mr and Mrs. Smith di *muvis,, online de.. :D
uni pulang.. sedihnya lg dy g pamitan.. pas td ud prasaan g enak gitu, wktu lg les aku telp star 1 g aktif, telp rumah, trnyata da pulang jam 2 siang td... huhuhuhuhu... :(( pdhal td pagi masi telponan lho, gitu dy yo g bilang iii.... >,<

ujian jermankuuu.... tadi da di bagi'in.. trus... akuu.. g dapet nilai.. hwahahahaahha... :D
jadi giniii,,sistim penilaiannya tuh, mulai 1- 5..
1=bener smua, alias perfect
2=baguus
3=memuaskan
4=tidak memuaskan
5=sangat tidak memuaskan
nah akuu??? g ada nilainya.. parah brartii.. ^^'
untuk dpt 4 aj, nilainya harus diatas 60/100, lha aku, cm 38/100.. huekekekekek... :p nilai paling rendah kedua.. temenku ada yg 27/100.. ada juga yg 86/100.. dy sih da expert,. hehehehe.. gpp2,, kapan2 coba lagi... :D *smangat2!!*

Thursday, August 30, 2007

cintapuccino.


huehehehehehe... :D

tumbenan aku mau diajakin ntn pilem indonesia yg model bginian... :p yah, prtama sih agak2 males,, tp gr2 uni blg kl niy novelnya ud laris gitu *novelnya chiklit, aku g suka, jd g baca* akhirnya aku iya'in aj.. hehehe,, trnyata g rugi2 amet kok, smpet mbrebes mili.. hahahaha... ^^'

ceritanya sbnrnya agak2 jauh dr judulnya, tak kira ada hubungan sm kopi2 apa capuccino gitu yaa,,trnyata g.. jdi niy crtanya, ad ank cewe namanya Rakhmi (Sissy), ud mw nikah sm Raka (Aditya), lhaa, trus trnyata g sngaja ketemu Nimo (Miller), yg trnyataa nyem2annya *opo iki?* Rakhmi jaman SMA, smpe kuliah, smpe lulus.. wew... 10 taun dy suka Nimo tp Nimonya g prnah tau... smpe akhirnya mrk ketemu tp pas Rakhminya ud dilamar sm Raka.. trnyata, Nimo tu jg ud suka sm Rakhmi dr jaman SMA juga, cm g brani bilang.... akhirnya Rakhmi bingung de milih siapa... cinta SMAnya ato tunangannya... gituuuu....

crtanya simpel sih, tp ngena.. kadang orang yg kita harapin dtg malah dtgnya disaat yg ga tepat, dan sebaliknya, org yg ga kita harapin malah dateng2 aj... :p *kaya prnah tau... dududdudduuu... hahahahaha.. piss* :D

pilemnya bagus,,bwt yg suka pilem indonesia yg cinta2an model chiklit2 gini.. brhubung aku g trlalu suka,, yaaa... kasih 2 bintang aj de.. :) *max 5 bintang. :p*

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

semester baruu,smangat baruu.. :D

hwehehehe... alhamdulillah... semester ini ada peningkatan... tapi ya gitu, konsekuensinya jg pasti lebih berat.. jadi inget, kaya di Spiderman, with great power, comes great responsibility,. hmm.. iyah, SKS yg bs diambil lbih banyak, kulia yg diambil jg lbih bnyak... wowow.. siap2 aja kuliah beneran.. *lho, emg yg dulu enggak?* :p hehehehehe...
aku nyadar sih, semester kmaren2 banyak main2nya.. pulang kuliah g lgsg pulang, main dulu,, nonton, makan., jln2.. g pnting.. tp kl semester ini kayanya g bakal bisa sesering dulu main2nya... huhuhu... tp gpp,, ndang selesai, ndang cepet2 lulus... amiiinnn... ^_^

td sore aku ujian bhs. Jerman,, haduuuu... bener2 yaa,, namanya soal tuh aku liatiiiinn aj... g ngerti harus diisi apa.. huhuhuhuhu... coba, kl soal cm dliatin trus bs ngisi sndri gitu.. wawaw.. ato ga minjem kaos kaki ajaibnya si Eneng, minta di kasi pensil yang bs ngejawab smua pertanyaan ujian.. hahaha.. *ngayal mode on*
ga ngertilah ntr hasilnya gmn... :p

btw,, niy ada quotes baguus.... ^^
"My life...is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next." -- Gilda Radner

have a good day, everyone! :)

big girls don't cry

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

Monday, August 27, 2007

misunderstanding.

aku:"mmm,,aku mw nanya, tp biasa aj, yaa.. mnurutmu, kita bisa ga sih ngulang yg dulu lg?"
dia:"aku sih bisa aja,,"
aku:"aku yg g bs deh kayaknya..."
dia:"iyalah, wajar.. km tu dah tau aku smua2nya.. aku jg dah tau smua2nya kamu... tp aku bs nerima kamu.. g tau lagi klo kamu yaa,,"
aku:"iyah emg...  mmm.. aku g mw km salah paham,, ttg yg kmren itu.."
dia:"hahaha.. iyah,,mungkin akunya aja yaa, yg trlalu keGRan..."
aku:"nah,makanya itu, aku jelasin... ntr kl emg balik ya balik.. tp kl skrg,ngga kali yaa..."
dia:"iyah...g tau 2 taun apa 25o taun lg gitu.."
aku:"hahaha,, iyasih, who knows?" 
*dlm hati*biarin aj yg ud ada kayak yg ud ada.. g usah diulang lagi.. pasti ga akan sama..

we sit, eat, and talk.. about everything... ada hal2 yang nyenengin di awal, tp kalo diulang lg pasti g akan seasik awalnya itu... sama aja, ibaratnya km mw nambah makan gitu, pasti yg kedua ga akan senikmat yg prtama... huehehehehe... ^^v

i'm definitely have moved on with my life, and that's a very good thing to know... :)

apakah kurakura jg punya kecenderungan untuk bunuh diri?

haduuhh..bikin deg2an aja nih kurakura... kmren aku nemu dy lagi kebalik dngan kepala dibawah air,,ud megap2 gituuu.. sesiangan g gerak2 sm sekaliii,,kpalanya da lemes.. huhuhuhu... akhirnya biar aman, aku taruh kamarku dl, biar tar cepet ketauan kl dy tiba2 kebalik lagi,, soalnya emg siy dynya yg nakal, loncat dr jembatannya itu,trus mendarat dngan tempurung dibawah... dudulll!! >,<

hooo... emg lg musimnya org putus cinta yaa.. *halah,,bahasanya.. ^^'* hahahaha... ada 4 org yg sminggu ini putus,,dan curhatnya ke aku smuaa... yaa,,gpp sih.. itung2 plarian, biar g tmbah mikirin masalahku sndiri... huekekekekek... *apa yg dipikiriiin,,coba??* hahahaha.... dasar aneh, abis being dumped kok malah ketawa2... :p ud kebal kaliii.... emg siiy,,ada sempet kepikiran bwt revenge..hahahaha.. ah, tp udlah.. brhubung aku baikk.. brdoa aja, smoga g kena karma... amiin... :)

malah akunya niy yg skrang bingung,,jd mati rasa giniii.... takut jd psikopat..hwahahahaha... ga, ga..ampuun,,jgn sampee... ^~^' hwehehehe... jadi makin menggila giniii....

*nulis yg g pnting2,,scara niy ud 2 hari (dr sbtu kmren) internet lg error,,baru pagi ini bisa oL lagi...ooh,, how i really miss u, dear blog... :D

yah,,liburan ud hampir slesai, tinggal sminggu lagii... hari niy mw ambil KHS, bsk KRSan... akhirnya g jd tuh mw prgi2 sm anak SMA.. kompornya lg rusak,g ada yg manas2in jdnya... anak SMP jg g jd,, apaa... ngmg2 tok.. >,<>

oyah, kmren sabtu ke Royal sm uni.. hahaha.. menggilaa.. coba2 bajuu, spatu,, pdhal g ada yg dibelii.. hwahahaha..smpe mbak2nya mbatin itu... hehehe..biarin, pengunjung adalah raja... hahaha... :p dari jam 4, baru pulang jam 6,, ketemu nito juga.. tp dy da mw pulang,,coba dy masi lama,. :D
minggu kmren g ngapa2in.. i mean it. bener2 g ngapa2in.. ^^' org2 rumah pergi smua... jadilah aku jaga rumah..

humm.. ayo2.. g boleh terpuruk lama2, rugiii... :p hakakakak...

Friday, August 24, 2007

wake up call

I didn't hear what you were saying
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don't say a word
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Care about me?
I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don't think so.
Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What’s coming now
So don’t say a word
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me?
I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad
I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

on the night like this

on the night like this
there's so many things i wanna tell you...
on the night like this
there's so many things i show you...

coz when you're around, i feel safe and warm..
coz when you're around i can fall in love everyday..

in the case like this
there are thousand good reasons i want you to stay...

:)

by:mocca

lirikny bagus siiiy..
tapi sayang..
lg g cocok ma aku.. huehehehehe... :p
buat yg lagi "poling in lop", anggi aja ah...
atau kamu jg mau? boleh.. :)

Friday, August 17, 2007

quotes.

it' s important to forgive people...

for your own benefit..

:)

Thursday, August 16, 2007

happy birthday!



happy 1st birthday for my dear blog! :D
i've made some changing here, as you can see...
the first time i wrote here, i didn't really sure i can keep on writing.. but, now.. hmmm... feels like i won't stop telling my stories... :)
luv this blog sooo much.. ^^

Sunday, August 12, 2007

it's not as easy as it shown...

maybe it is easier for me to get angry to someone i trust...

bcoz i know,,

whatever it will be, they'll still love me....

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

words.

"We ate, and talked, and went to bed, and slept. It was a miracle."

-Donald Hall

apapun.. :)

Hai2..
Stelah lama g posting,,akhirnya posting lagii.. ^^
postingan prtama bulan agustus ini niiy.. ntr tgl 16 agstus blogku umurnya setaun lhoo.. hahaha.. pnting g siih..*penting kok.. :D
Yah,,brarti dy niy ud nemenin aku disaat seneng,, sedih,, smpe seneng lagii,, smpe sedih lagii.. hmm,,
Such a lot of story that i wrote here.. :)

Awalnya aku bikin blog tuh kan gara2 aku pas dulu jaman2nya putus sm abam, trus desperate, trus nulis2 de.. Akhirnya keterusan smpe skrg… so, thx to him.. krn kl g gitu, blog ini g akan ada.. :)
Emg yaa.. kadang tu org lbi bisa nulis banyak kl dy lg sedih ato desperate, ato terpukul, ato apalah yg jelek2… tp klo lg seneng2,malah kadang bingung mw nyritainnya gmn.. makanya,, kl diitung-itung niy yaa,isi blogku lbi banyak sedihnya dr pada snengnyaa,. Yang ngeluh ini lah, itu lah, khilangan seseorang/sesuatu yg bener2 dsayang, kebingungan sm perasaan sndiri ato org lain, tgas2 kuliah yg numpuk, nilai kul ancur.. banyak yg jelek2.. paling2 kl nyritain yg bagus2 jg g akan bs pnjg.. *kcuali blog jogja sih.. :D

Hmm,, tp diambil sisi positifnya aja lah,, kl nulis yg jelek2 tu bs bwt pmbelajaran di masa depan biar g ngulang kesalahan yg dulu2, ato kadang kita malah nemu jawaban dr msalah yg ada skrg dr masa lalu, yg dulu ud prnah kita alami.. :)
Jd,intinya kita g boleh nglupain masa lalu gituu,, jd inget, “simpan smuanya dalam kotak emasmu…”, kata dia.. hehehe.. yah, klo dipikir2 bener juga sih.. baru skrg nyadar.. :p

Tpi, bukan brarti kita jd trjebak sm masa lalu, krna kan kita jalannya ke depan,, masi banyak yg harus kita lakuin demi masa depan, life must go on.. kesempatan buat memperbaiki kesalahan-kesalahan, belajar bwt lebih bijaksana jg.. ada tuh temenku, si Uthek, pas semester kemaren banyak yg bikin dy desperate, tp hebatnya dy skrg jd lbih dewasa, lbi bijaksana kl ngomong, lbih bisa nata hidupnya, tau abis ini mw ngpain, tau gmn cara dy dapetin tujuannya itu.. jdnya,, stlh hampir kira2 6 bulanan ini aku g crt2 sm dy, dan kmren itu seharian bikin talkshow, jdnya aku dpet pencerahan-pencerahan lwt kata-katanya dia, pentingnya bwt selalu positif thinking, mcm2 lah., :)
Mg2 aku bs cepet2 kaya dy yaa.. amiin.. U_U

Hmm,, niy barusan temen SMPku telpon, ud jam 11 malem gituu,,kasus emergency.. hehehe… kadang lucu aja yaa,, aku yg kaya gini niy ternyata bs juga ngasih pencerahan.. hahahahaha… :D pdhl aku juga masi g bs nghandle masalahku gituu,, apa-apa aku larinya ke temenku yg lain juga,, uni lah, uthek lah.. dikit2 telpon.. “huaaa,, uniii gmn niihh.. aku harus ngpaiinn…” *yah, g sedramatis itu sih.. hahahaha.. akunya aja yg hiperbola.. :D kl ud gitu paling2 uni blg, “tenang,kik.. tenang.. sbnernya kamu tuh lg knpa sih?” nah.. barulah itu crtaaaa smpe brjam-jam,, g karuan wis arahnya kmn… hehehe.. yg pnting crita aja.. :D

ini juga postingan agak g jelas niy arahnya kemana,, gpp, yg pnting aku crta, bwt menuhin blog.. :D
hari yg pnuh kemarmosan, tp dslamatkan oleh hasil nilai2 UASku.. hehehehe... ^^v alhamdulillah..
met ultah juga yaa, bwt mas torret… ;*
take care,
:)