confused, heh?

i wish you were Matt Parkman...

i'll let my thought read by you...

why does it always rain on me?

I cant sleep tonight

Everybody saying everythings alright

Still I cant close my eyes

Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days

Where have you gone? 

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me? 

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? 

Why does it always rain on me? 

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

I cant stand myself

Im being held up by invisible men

Still life on a shelf when

I got my mind on something else

Sunny days

Where have you gone? 

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me? 

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? 

Why does it always rain on me? 

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go? 

And why is it raining so? 

Its so cold

I cant sleep tonight

Everybody saying everythings alright

Still I cant close my eyes

Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days

Where have you gone? 

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me? 

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? 

Why does it always rain on me? 

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go? 

And why is it raining so? 

Its so cold

Why does it always rain on me? 

Why does it always rain...

because she said so.

wew..

film yang ngena buat aku... :|

secara ya,,minggu2 trakhir ini sering bertengkar sm ortu, terutama sama ibu,, yang kayaknya emg aku rasa2in ud mulai suka ikut campur urusanku... 

oh,,come on.. this is my own life.. *sigh*

emg siy,,ud beberapa org yg aku curhatin, dan smua tanggepannya sama, "ud,,sabar aj..namanya ortu pasti kuatir sama anaknya.." 

hohoO.. i'm 20 now... and i'm sick each time you call me when i'm late to go home, mom... i can take care of myself... don't you worry about me... just trust me...

*itu yang aku pengen bilang ke ibu.. tapi kalo aku bilang, resikonya adalah ibu pasti jelas2 g merasa dihargai sebagai ortu... wew.. menggila...

niy gara2 aku yg ngrasa ud mulai gede dan g mau diatur2 lagi, ato emg ibuku yg kadar ngaturnya ud kelewatan?!

aku sabar aja de...  -_-'

bersyukur masi diperhatiin.... *exhale.. inhale...*

baru pulang..

iyaa,,

saya baru pulang dari Tretes.. *lho,kok?! 

heee... :D belum liburan ud liburan duluan niy ceritanya.. ^^v 

jadii..ginii....

hari jumat, 

ditinggal pergi... :(

huff... y ud,,ngrjain PD2 di kampus sm anggi sama epi.. abis tu pulang jam 3an,,lgsg pulang krumah, tepar..da lama g tidur siang kaan.. bangun2 ud magrib.. wew.. malemnyaa,,makan2 sama adek2 d Pizza Hut.. pulang...mw tidurr.. kok g ada sms yaa.. huhuh.. *marmos..

hari sabtu,

pagi2..di bangunin.. nganterin mbah ke Kantor Pos Besar, ngambil pensiun kan.. sama ibu..eh,,tiba2 ibu nyletuk, "Ke Batu enak ya ini...", "hayuukk!!", kata aku.. dann,,saking antusiasnya aku,,sampe nyasaarr.. hehehehe,, *ud g konsen nyetir gituu,. :D

sampe rumaah,,lgsg telp hotel eh tapi ternyata hotel2 Batu pada full booked smuaa.. :o  

y ud,,akhirnya.. Tretes lagii,,Tretes lagi... secara yaa, tiap lebaran, aku skeluarga ngungsinya di Tretes gituu..wew.. *bosaann..

tapi, y ud,,brangkatlah kita ke Tretes, pake 2 mobil..aku sama aswin di mobil omku,guyon aja spanjang jalan..g sempet tidur..nyampe tretes ud jam 5 sore,,aku kalah start, adek2 spupu ud pada renang,aku ditinggaal.. :( *daan,sampe detik itu g ada sms masuk sama skali di hapeku.. g ngenes gmn?!* :(

akhirnya,,abis bersi2, makan malem.. *hape bunyi. Yay!* ya suuw,,smsan dlu.. :D 

jam 8 malem..karena dpt voucher karaokean dari hotelnya, jadilah brangkat karaoke,,nyanyi2 menggila..mulai yg mellow2,,sampe yg bangsanya SMS, kucing garong.. hehehe..menggila tuh tante2 sama ibuku juga.. ;)) jam 10 udahan karaokenya, then we're all sleep.. (-_-)

hari mingguuu...

bangun stg 6 pagi,,langsung nyebur kolam..hahaha..wew..menggila dingin gituu.. hehehe..

brenang smpe jam 8,,lumayan bikin badan jd belang.. ^^"

rencana pulang hari itu,,jam 1an kita check out, trus lgsg pulang..nympe Sby lagi jam 3an.. wew..

capekk.. U.U

istirahat bentar,,dan malemnya pergi k TP..pfiiuhh... capekk..bener2 capekk.. -_-"

pulang,,nyampe rumah stg 10an,,lgsg ol deh.. :D

humm.. 

anywaayy.. 

welcome home.. >:D<

Strange and Beautiful

niy lagu lucu,,

cinta ditolak, dukun bertindak.. :D

check this out..

I've been watching your world from a far, 

I've been trying to be where you are, 

And I've been secretly falling apart, 

I'll see. 

To me, you're strange and you're beautiful, 

You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, 

You turn every head but you don't see me. 

I'll put a spell on you, 

You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you. 

And when I wake you, 

I'll be the first thing you see, 

And you'll realise that you love me. 

Yeah... 

Yeah... 

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first, 

Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes, 

And I know, the waiting is all you can do, 

Sometimes... 

I'll put a spell on you, 

You'll fall asleep, 

I'll put a spell on you, 

And when I wake you, 

I'll be the first thing you see, 

And you'll realise that you love me. 

I'll put a spell on you, 

You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you, 

And when I wake you, 

I'll be the first thing you see, 

And you'll realise that you love me, yeah... 

yeah... 

yeah... 

yeah... 

yeah...

by Aqualung - OST. Smallville

childhood story.

ini fotoku sama mas nanda.. :D aku sama dia selisih setaun, tuaan dia..

kalo g salah, itu waktu masi TK, masi di rumah pucang lama,, prtama kalinya mas nanda ke Surabaya, secara rumahnya dia di Padang.. hohoho...

ada cerita lucu yang aku masi inget sampe skrg.. :D

jadi ginii...

di rumah pucang,, ada sebuah gantungan kunci bentuk sepeda warna ijo sama orenz yang sampe skrg ga tau sebenrnya punya siapa... waktu ada aku sama mas nanda, tanpa sepengetahuan siapa2, sepeda itu sama mbah dikasihin ke aku... aku siy seneng2 aja ya dikasi gituan *namanya jg anak kecil* :D

naahh,, sekarang brarti sepeda itu jadi hak milikku dunk, aku taruh sembarangan.. ehh,,trnyataa... sama adeknya ibuku yg paking kecil (omku) dikasihin ke mas nanda...

aku liat mas nanda mainan speda itu,, aku bilang "itu punyakuuu.." mas nanda g mau kalah, "punyakkuuu..." trjadilah perang dunia ketiga, nangis dua2nya...

mbahku nyalahin omku yg g tau apa2,, disuruhnya dia ngegantiin sepeda itu,, disuruh beli lagi..

muter2 kemana2 ga ada yang mirip...

akhirnyaa... karena aku cucu kesayangan *EHM..* :D jadilah sepeda itu resmi dikasihin aku.. dengan mas nanda yang masi mendendam *sampe skrg* hahaha...

tapi sayangnya, gantungan kunci itu uda ilang.. coba masi ada yaa.. pasti lucu.. ^^

sekarang,,

uda gede2,,

mas nanda kuliah di ITB semester 6.. aku di Unair semester 4.. :) tapi kita tetep deket kaya waktu kecil aja... hehehe... ;p

ntr liburan ini dia mw k Surabaya katanya..

amiin... ^^

their war.our world.

....kereeennn....

...all thumbs up...

mw ajak saya nonton lagii??

hayuukk... ^,^

lost in space

Sometimes I get tired of this me first attitude

You are the one thing that keeps me smiling

That's why I'm always wishing hard for you

Cause your life shines so bright

I don't feel no solitude

You are my first star at night

I'd be lost in space without you

And I'll never lose my faith in you

How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels just so fine

When we touch the sky me and you

This is my idea of heaven

Why can't it always be so good

But it's alright, I know you're out there

Doing what you've gotta do

You are my soul satellite

I'd be lost in space without you

And I'll never lose my faith in you

How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

batuk.

uhuukk..uhuukk..
morning sickness niy..*iyah,paling parah batuknya emg pagi2* -_-'
ud 2 harian ini batuk2..
gara2 oki jelly reward dr Micha tuh...
hhuhuhuhu...
ud abis oBh Combi sebotol juga,tp g ilang2 niy batuknya.. :(


*pengen ntn "Maaf, Saya Menghamili Istri Anda.." :D

20something.

huff...
sedang mengalami kecemasan menghadapi pertambahan usia...
umur 20..
brasa tua...

tapii...apa cuma aku ya yg ngrasa gt? *hiperbola.. :D
hehehe...^^v

mohon doanya.. :)